There’s
an aspect considering Ferid that I’ve been wondering about for a while;
Ferid
talks about friends a lot.
Even when
most of the people he talks to hate him.
What struck
me most were the light novels; he constantly kept referring to Crowley as his
friend, he toasted to “a new friendship”, he referred himself as “your sweet
and amusing friend”, Ferid even said straight that he “does not have many
friends”. And when Crowley asked why Ferid turned him into a vampire, he
told him: “I just wanted a friend.”
This broke
my heart!
I know that
Ferid is a horrible person, he kills without a doubt just for fun, he doesn’t
really care about anything and is devious and selfish, and we don’t really now
much about him let alone can trust anything he says
but I swear
to god
if he
is/was lonely as a human, if he’s this way just because he never
had anyone to care for him, he’s so jealous and makes people remember him, even
wanting to get revenge on him, with horrible methods just so he’d have someone
who’d care and be obsessed with him, someone to give him some kind of
attention, or maybe no one loved him because he was so smart and he
liked to play games, controll and manipulate others, either way I’m going to
cry.
Maybe I’m
digging too deep into this, I can’t wait for the new light novel to be
released, but seriously. What ever Ferids past was it’s hopefully
probably going to be horrible and I’m not sure if my fangirl self can handle
that reasonably T3T
Rawr! Bird! 